Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Introducing me.

I write. I write a lot. People just don't know it. I write almost everything. Journals, stories, poems, songs, book reviews, scripts for plays I make up, you name it. The only thing I don't write for fun are essays. But that's because I get enough of those at school. A lot of people write because they want to be an author when they grow up, or they simply have to get their thoughts out of their head. That's not me. I write because I talk a lot. But I don't talk for the nature of talking, or entertaining someone with my words. I talk because I have a lot to say. I have strong opinions on most everything. I feel the need to let people know what I feel. And when I don't think there's anyone that wants to listen, I write.

I have strong opinions on everything because I think a lot also. I over-think EVERYTHING. I think about everything that provokes me until it means something completely different. For example, if someone says something that piques my interest and I want to know what it means, I imagine every possible thing that it could have meant, and analyze exactly what they said, how they said it, what their facial expression did they have on when they said it, what their body language was, who they said it to, when they said it, what was the point of conversation before they said it, what could have made then say that, everything. I over-think and over-analyze everything until I can't keep track of what I've come up with. So I write. Sometimes, I literally sit in my room, and think. Just think about everything significant that's happened to me in the past day, or week, or month. I think a lot, so I talk a lot, so I write a lot. I'm a really emotional person. If you bother to read my next blogs, you'll probably realize that.

If you keep reading my blogs, you'll learn much more about me. Actually, you'll probably learn more about me than my friends know. They know what's on the outside, and some of what's in my brain. You'll learn everything going on inside. For someone who's my age, I feel like I'm an incredibly deep person. So after reading this, you may decide to give up on reading what I post. Or you may be intrigued by what I have to say. You may be entertained. I hope you are. I may be talking to myself right now. My friends might be reading this, and keeping it a secret (hi guys). There might be a person I don't know reading this, and they actually enjoy learning what goes on in my mind. I hope there is. So, do what you want after this. Continue to look at my posts, or not. It doesn't really matter. At least my thoughts are out there.

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